Thursday, August 31, 2023

the world kept spinning

i am a cynic

we put money over a smile on our face
fake numbers rule decisions
you are a victim of the
revolution

the modern roman empire of entertainment
as you mindless scroll your feed
a colosseum,
keep the dopamine pumping

the plants are dead, the animals are dying
we don't know how to live.
the world changes but so have we
become an incapable zombie

I observe
the sad
the discontent
and listen when they tell me that I should be doing things the same as them

I feel angst,
a deep
heart-stabbing pain to exist
nauseous

being alive is the hardest thing to do
the world kept spinning though


-d

last morning of winter

 i think almost always, that human love is conditional


I feel I've seen the shifts in people's facial expressions in front of my face to then watch them mask true feelings. it's weird when people say things and determine if it's a 'joke' or not by your reaction

am I lacking perspective,  am I a victim of my own bias? always but am I aware of it?


it's weird to watch a smile twist. it hurts to hurt someone you love

;;;;

the change of season is coming 

live in accordance of how the world is, not how you think it should be


-d

Wednesday, August 30, 2023

unero unero

 idk how this shit works but fuk it 

sometimes I feel we're living in ancient Rome , that would be cool for like a week. Entertainment separated Rome from other civilisations at the time.


now entertainment is what you live for.


the most learning and loving I did in my life was these past few months where I made zero dollars. now I'm about to get a new job and it's confusing because my stretched time is gonna become thinner


i miss my people the reals one know


if u fuk with a real one give this page a follow.


-d

i feel unreal

 i struggle to recongise my face and somehow i look the same i am crafted so carefully by considerate moments                              ...