the information era

i recently was housesitting and they had cameras inside their house

little beady lenses pointing straight at me

naturally, i covered them when i arrived,

coz no one needs to know what I'm doing

fast forward:

cleaning up preparing for their return

i find the cameras swivelled,

angles uncovered, the revelation

that the watchful eye had purpose

to surveil

most intersections have cameras now

are they manned?

are there eyes on the other side of the lens,

peering into my car

watching when i skip a song while driving

i get a 400 $ fine and 3 points

cookies sound so nice and gentle

you are tracked

and profiled

into folders

and folders

and folders

a data broker (real job)

collects personal information

legally

and sells it to corporations

congratulations

your name and interests have been commodified

you now have a target on your head

chkchkboom

ads for yussef dayes concert

privacy is a modern myth

you are watched and heard

i want to unsubscribe

knowledge is power

i was corrected in my first philosophy class this semester

i said that we are in some sense, smarter

than those before us

she said no, but simply more knowledgabkle

because really,

you get given a bunch of rocks and sticks and calculate the distance between us and the sun

hm

but i am now taught how to feed the system

youtube documentaries teach me more than my lectures

i am severely disappointed 

i am both bored and uninformed

i get shitty webinar deliverables as my formal education

and i will be "more qualified" than average joe.

is this a bias against my studies

am i ungrateful

and we have a tendency to take what we are taught for bible,

a lot of science is just theories useful for explaining things

is it necessarily real?

take aristotle

that man thought things were the way they weren't

and people believed him for centuries,

 what do we REALLY know?

signing out

fugin work tmrw morn

-d

OIH HIST

PS>>>.

here;s a tune for your week

imleftwithitall

random team generating

 

RANDOM TEAM ORAGAnISEDt> / GENERATOR

et=nter w/ comma-separated):

 

how many teame:

 

i normally use a generator like this when i am organising teams for pong or other assorted games, honorable mentions = beer pong and that's probably it tbh

human madness

i am mental

you are too

i cant be convinced that we are normal

we do the things we do, because..?

evolutionarily, 

we have been consumed by an unrelenting curiosity.

understanding and knowing is important to us

before us were neanderthals, before them some other dons

but curiously, neanderthals didn't explore and travel like early humans did...

they stayed pretty local around today's europe and asia minor.

where we, for reasons unknown, decided to just go

where?

who the fuck knew???

you but 10 000 years ago, standing out on the edge of the ocean, looking out and think

ay fuk it, looks like a good day to build a boat

how many people died before they got that right

how many times did we fuck it up and keep trying

our innate curiosity seemingly the only driving force

you can't tell me we're not mad -

but we're equally brilliant

coz if you check the scoreboard, we're the one's who survived

neanderthals went extinct after playing the safe game

we went to the moon- yknow that big rock in the sky that spins around us really fast?

yea

we put rocks from the ground together in a special way and sent them to mars

then talked to the glorified rocks

maybe it's a type of fool who will journey into unknown - ask the stupid questions,

but evidently, the real fool is the one that will never asks the questions

because empirically , when you ask a question, you start discovering new shit

we solved problems that were impossible

so i too, can do the impossible

what's next?

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inbuilt, programmed into my nature,

when i get anything, i want more

a desire to keep growing and changing , moving forward

i am merely mortal, but i have no understanding about limits of my conscious

but i struggle with being content

the best definition of man: a creature that has two legs and no sense of gratitude

i think its hard to be happy

I feel like a broken record,

but i feela regression in our humanity, 

the modern dark ages

the fall of rome

when did it become cool to glorify mediocrity

the influencer is a social parasite

which we brainfeed on through our mobiles

the cords piercing my skull,

my brain squelches,

gluggluglguglug

pulsating.

dopamine

needdopam--------

a dependence on external validation

our identity built through projected perceptions

our daily lives as status symbols

i only went to see Kendrick if i got 103 likes and 391 story views

my night out is a status symbol

look what I'm doing

no literally, look what I'm doing

why do i write?

fragments of life 

the shards of glass from a smashed mirror

anywayt, hope this read tickled a partof your brain

-d 

OH,

ps. here's some gentle sounds for your evening

SOLSTICE

bol

 i need to take a piss.

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we move.

weird video lol. we are going to a ball.

KRITOR

i want to be larger nbbb

HOMME CASA  I >>>WD:SD

i just wna tot see the lag not be lag

but its a fun surpirse

enjoy the trash vlogging experience

did you understand 

 fuck crown,

wont catch me back there

security guards are =retards

high on a power trip

superiority complex

you are as human as me\

simply another man

I am just the guy who gets kicked out of events

i don't take bullshit from another jhuamn

i will speak my mind,.

if that;s an issue,

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