human madness

i am mental

you are too

i cant be convinced that we are normal

we do the things we do, because..?

evolutionarily, 

we have been consumed by an unrelenting curiosity.

understanding and knowing is important to us

before us were neanderthals, before them some other dons

but curiously, neanderthals didn't explore and travel like early humans did...

they stayed pretty local around today's europe and asia minor.

where we, for reasons unknown, decided to just go

where?

who the fuck knew???

you but 10 000 years ago, standing out on the edge of the ocean, looking out and think

ay fuk it, looks like a good day to build a boat

how many people died before they got that right

how many times did we fuck it up and keep trying

our innate curiosity seemingly the only driving force

you can't tell me we're not mad -

but we're equally brilliant

coz if you check the scoreboard, we're the one's who survived

neanderthals went extinct after playing the safe game

we went to the moon- yknow that big rock in the sky that spins around us really fast?

yea

we put rocks from the ground together in a special way and sent them to mars

then talked to the glorified rocks

maybe it's a type of fool who will journey into unknown - ask the stupid questions,

but evidently, the real fool is the one that will never asks the questions

because empirically , when you ask a question, you start discovering new shit

we solved problems that were impossible

so i too, can do the impossible

what's next?

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inbuilt, programmed into my nature,

when i get anything, i want more

a desire to keep growing and changing , moving forward

i am merely mortal, but i have no understanding about limits of my conscious

but i struggle with being content

the best definition of man: a creature that has two legs and no sense of gratitude

i think its hard to be happy

I feel like a broken record,

but i feela regression in our humanity, 

the modern dark ages

the fall of rome

when did it become cool to glorify mediocrity

the influencer is a social parasite

which we brainfeed on through our mobiles

the cords piercing my skull,

my brain squelches,

gluggluglguglug

pulsating.

dopamine

needdopam--------

a dependence on external validation

our identity built through projected perceptions

our daily lives as status symbols

i only went to see Kendrick if i got 103 likes and 391 story views

my night out is a status symbol

look what I'm doing

no literally, look what I'm doing

why do i write?

fragments of life 

the shards of glass from a smashed mirror

anywayt, hope this read tickled a partof your brain

-d 

OH,

ps. here's some gentle sounds for your evening

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